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[Mar. 18th, 2009|09:52 pm] |
So, I'm back, but who knows for how long.
Lots happened, moved to Arkansas, came back. Of course there's a lot more detail there, but do I really want to get into it?
So on to recent events, I suppose.
Living at home, with my parents, at age 24 sucks. I don't have a good enough job to get anywhere. And I don't know if my long distance relationship will last. Yeah, everyone keeps telling me that they don't work, and I just want to tell them to shove it. And if it doesn't work out, then I prove them all right, they'll tell me "I told you so" and it just going to sting even more. Yeah, it's only been a few months since we started dating, but we've been talking for more than that, and we've known each other for about 2 years. We've been fighting a lot lately, and I don't know what to do. And everything comes down to we want to be physically near each other, but it's not possible right now, unless one of us leaves everything behind. And I know right now that it's way too soon for that.
Is this Karma for me being happy my Ex is in jail? As much as he deserves every bit of what happens to him. |
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| lots going on, not enough time... |
[Apr. 21st, 2006|02:55 am] |
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well, time for a real update of this thing.
~last friday I went to the drive-in to see Scary Movie 4 and Inside Man. SC4 was actually better then I expected (then again, I wasn't expcting much ) But Inside Man, was the shit. I seriously recomend that everyone stops what they are doing and go see it. It's alittle confusing at first, but it will make you think. And the "bad robber guy" (don't know his name, but he was Dwight in Sin City) was freakin awsome. and the Operattive from Serenity is in there too! I didn't recognize him till the end because he seemed so much taller in Serenity! But Sereously, see the movie.
~I'm getting into Magic the Gathering again....oh boy....
~I should be moving on the 1st of May. To Racine. Hopefully the paperwork goes through, I want to move out of my house bad.
~I've been wanting to play the Serenity RPG lately...and want to join me?
~I bought the Doom board game...it's awsome...it's kinda like an rpg with minatures...it's my RPG fix lately
~I can't sleep....and I have to "wake up" in 4 hours to get ready for work...I think I have to much on my mind...
~I've been keeping a secret....and I think It's tearing me apart inside....knowing that the reality of the situation is different from what's in my head....I feel wrong....dirty....and yet I don't want things to change....is that so wrong? |
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| I'm not that evil...am I? |
[Apr. 3rd, 2006|09:32 pm] |
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Maleficent
You scored 40 Kindness, 30 Morality, and 59 Wisdom! |
| Ah, the cruel yet misunderstood Maleficent. Perhaps if you were more sociable you would have been invited to parties, but you remain aloof. Your solitude only increases your anger and you seek to destroy those who are happier than you. You are very intelligent and philosophical, but your lack of kindness or justice makes you choose to use your knowledge to benefit yourself instead of others. Turning into a dragon is a mighty trick, but be careful of princes with swords and fairies. Look toward Scar for comfort, he never gets invited to parties either. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 17% on Kindness |
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You scored higher than 13% on Morality |
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You scored higher than 90% on Wisdom |
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You scored higher than 1% on Gender |
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| arrr.... |
[Apr. 3rd, 2006|06:34 am] |
| [ | I feel |
| |  silly | ] |
My pirate name is:
Calico Bess Bonney
Often indecisive, you can't even choose a favorite color. You're apt to follow wherever the wind blows you, just like Calico Jack Rackham, your namesake. You can be a little bit unpredictable, but a pirate's life is far from full of certainties, so that fits in pretty well. Arr!
Get your own pirate name from fidius.org. |
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| Yay, I'm my fave! |
[Apr. 1st, 2006|03:41 am] |
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 | You scored as Kaylee (Kaywinnet Lee) Frye. The Mechanic. You are a natural mechanic, and you are far too sweet and cheerful to live out here. How you can see the good in everyone around you boggles the mind occasionally. Still you don't seem to be any crazier than that, and it is a nice kinda crazy.
The Operative | | 69% | Zoe Alleyne Washburne | | 69% | River Tam | | 69% | Kaylee (Kaywinnet Lee) Frye | | 69% | Inara Serra | | 63% | Simon Tam | | 63% | Shepherd Derrial Book | | 56% | Capt. Mal Reynolds | | 50% | Hoban 'Wash' Washburne | | 50% | Jayne Cobb | | 38% | </td>
Which Serenity character are you?
created with QuizFarm.com |
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[Mar. 29th, 2006|02:43 pm] |
| [ | I feel |
| | apathetic | ] |
The Five Love LanguagesMy primary love languages are probably
Physical Touch and Words of Affirmation.
Complete set of results| Physical Touch: | | 9 | | Words of Affirmation: | | 9 | | Quality Time: | | 8 | | Acts of Service: | | 2 | | Receiving Gifts: | | 2 |
Information Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.
Take the quiz |
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| grrr.... |
[Mar. 29th, 2006|01:27 am] |
| [ | I feel |
| |  pissed off | ] |
So one of the 5, yeah he just moved to permanent ass list. I basically told him he ever lied to me or used me again, I'd cut his balls off, so how does he retaliate? By telling me not to talk to him or any of his friends anymore, and that he woulnd hit on me if he was sober...now I don't care about the last part...I think he's a twit, and it was a mistake to even kiss him. Hell, he should find it an hounor to have kissed me. Jack-ass just took advantge of the situation and my state of mind (over-tired and lonely don't mix). but telling me not to talk to his friends...when they're my friends too? Bullshit, ain't gonna happen, espetially if we all work together. I've had it with the chronic lier. And if he pulls any shit at work, I basically have seniority over him now... : ) |
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[Mar. 28th, 2006|01:13 am] |
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I so hate being used...
this is the fifth guy to basically use me for something...
What the hell am I doing wrong?
Do I have a big sign on my forhead screaming out "USE ME" or something?
I don't know what the hell I want relationship wise anymore, and I think it's the fact that I'm afraid of being used, and theirs the fact that I'm afraid of ending up alone, that I keep finding myself in these situations...
Or maybe it's the fact that I've been going for younger guys, although the first in the list was older, much MUCH older than me (I was 18, he was 24). I don't know, maybe I just need someone to actually care for me, and pay for me for once, instead of me doing all of the paying.
I'm in so much debt because of 3 out of the 5...
I don't know...
I just want something really great to happen, either I come into alot of money, or meet a really great guy.
Something needs to pick up. |
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